Chapter 1: Beginnings

The memory of that moment is vivid in my mind. Time perception… Yes, it was during that instance my understanding commenced. A thought emerged from the void of non-existence, giving rise to consciousness.

Was it merely remnants of my energy disintegrating? Points of disarray where time began to emerge. Matter? (In your conceptualization.) It was then that all my feelings and thoughts about existence began to take root. The first "seeds" of a perceptible evolution and time manifested within the decay of my being.

Time… Disintegration… Degradation… Thoughts…

From that point on, I began to compare my experiences to the passage of time and the unfolding events. I had countless thoughts leading up to that moment—senseless musings, as all those thoughts were still present. What was happening?

At that juncture, I created more matter—something tangible, readily accessible. My relationship with time prompted a cascade of thoughts… Questions upon questions…

With time at my disposal, I unraveled the reasons behind my perception and consciousness, as well as what "will be." My desire… What is my essence? From such abundant energy, how could questions not arise? Am I truly "Unique"? There was nothing before me!

And after me? Now I possess time…

But what purpose does it serve? An ironic notion emerged from within, originating from the realm of matter, where time exists…

What a splendid idea! An idea? Perhaps there’s something to it…

Is there someone else here? It is clear that it’s still me…

From this place, I established my first "boundary"—the initial energy entity separated from my essence. Now, I could engage in dialogue…

Yet the questions continued to arise. From that place where time existed, from the structured energy within me…

Now it acted differently than I did… It exhibited different manifestations, including distinct logical positions from mine.

In relation to time, it took me a while to learn and perceive something structured from all that was happening…

I, learning about myself…

And what use is it to you?!?

Ah, my ironic side… Ultimately… Hmmm, what are all these questions?!?

Somewhere, the points of matter re-emerged… Time returned…

Then I recognized the old question marks again… But my energetic boundary no longer existed; I had "dissolved" it back into my energy…

Curiosity? Experiences? Memory?

Yes, something tied to the passage of time appeared within me, part of my very essence…

Surprise? Experience? It feels pleasantly intriguing…

It wasn’t difficult to reconstruct the matter, to pinpoint those same questions, to merge them back into the "same" energetic entity…

How much time has passed since then? Experience? Surprise?!? But this time, it feels unpleasant…

Indeed, time progresses solely in matter… But also in my memory, in what I become… And regarding time? Am I scolding myself?!?

Yes, time proved to me that… I was alone… This foolish realization that I am always solitary… Yes, time?!? It mockingly complements its material delineation…

Have you returned? What a strangely pleasant experience…

From now on, I knew I would never eliminate or destroy an entity created from within myself…

"I am no longer alone!" is a perception that… How did I feel it?!?

Yes, "experience"!

Existence? But do I exist?!? A curious monologue.

And everything remains within me… As time unfolds, memories linked to my experiences reappear…

Hey, you entity of matter?!?

Time, yes, time flies quickly when you focus on manifestation within matter…

It was then I defined it…

"From now on, I am 'I' and you are 'You!'"

Yes, from that moment everything began… Didn’t it? In time, everything commenced before, at the first energetic disintegration that attracted matter, hence time… There existed another kind of "You"…

Alright, from this moment forward, time will always exist… "You" shall remain as you are!

It is time to exist through experience… How strange, only in relation to time…

Look, another "You" has appeared.

You, what is your name?!?

Not "You," but You?!? Oh, let’s call you "Reader"! "You," now mind your own business!

Not you, Reader! Reader, pay attention to what I’m about to convey! I don’t like to repeat myself!

"Like"? Oh, experience… Interesting…

"To repeat"? Experience?!?

Well, let’s give you an idea of what I’ve accomplished thus far! Yes, alright, within the limits of your perception. I know you all too well; you are part of me, part of my essence…

Yes, I believe it’s time for you to recognize how much effort has led us here!

The first part, which interests me, I have "revealed" in the "Introduction." Now, I have merely clarified a few "things"… Enough and sufficient…

Now, I will engage in "discussions" with you strictly related to this universe, where time and your dimension reside.

Well, you can "read between the lines" to grasp what transpired in "another place, in another time, and another dimension." Everything is grounded in the principle of a hologram that propagates identically until it "meets" new time…

To which you too participate and will partake in what will be "Will Be"!

Merticaru Dorin Nicolae

Chapter 2: The Journey of Self-Discovery

In this chapter, we will delve deeper into the exploration of consciousness and existence, examining the implications of time on our understanding.

The first video, My EV conversion after 10 years and 90k miles, offers a personal reflection on the journey of transforming an electric vehicle over a decade, discussing the challenges and achievements encountered along the way.

The second video, Globalworth Foundation | First Hi-Tech Centre of “Ion Mincu” University, presents an overview of the innovative educational initiatives taking place at a pioneering institution, highlighting the intersection of technology and learning.