My Writing Journey

My ambitions are modest, with a dream of becoming a writer. I found myself captivated by a specific platform for sharing my work, particularly motivated by the prospect of earning income from my writing there. It seemed like a remarkable opportunity, almost like a chance to invest in my future. Eagerly, I embarked on my writing venture, committing to produce two to three articles weekly. However, after a couple of months, my enthusiasm began to wane. The tipping point came when I realized I hadn't received any income. Although the platform had technically compensated me, I was unable to access those funds due to unmet conditions.

Following this realization, I stepped away from the platform and ceased writing entirely. Two months passed in silence, devoid of creativity. The absence of income drained my passion, leading to a significant decline in my love for reading, which stifled my growth and creativity.

Ultimately, I discovered that the dream of being a writer was not my genuine aspiration. I was merely lured by the potential for financial gain that had yet to materialize.

The Truth About My Aspirations

Reflecting on this experience, I began to revisit my bookshelf and acknowledged a hard truth: I had been dishonest with myself. I hadn't fully recognized what I truly desired. I was too embarrassed to admit that my motivations stemmed from a desire for money. I often hid behind the guise of "becoming a writer" to project an image of intellect.

No aspiration can be realized unless it resonates with our authentic goals. Self-deception creates obstacles that prevent us from achieving our dreams. Our real identity is mirrored in our actions and behaviors. If our identity is that of someone motivated purely by financial gain, then pursuing the path of a genuine writer on a platform promising wealth will lead to disinterest and resignation, especially when the expected income fails to materialize. This is the essence of our true identity.

Aligning Identity with Aspirations

To successfully transition into who we wish to become, we must adjust our identity to match our goals. For those wishing to be writers, it is crucial to embody the traits and habits of true authors. If the goal is to achieve an ideal athletic physique, our identity must shift to reflect the lifestyle of professional athletes.

When our dreams conflict with our identity, we should not anticipate their realization.

Identity Crisis: Understanding Our True Selves

This video examines why defining oneself solely through one’s career can lead to an identity crisis, urging viewers to explore broader definitions of self.